Monday, June 27, 2005

<hiding in cave>

Why is it that having a bad mood is not a perfectly valid feeling. Why can't people understand that there are really times that I want to be left alone and not come out and play. It's really ok, and it will pass if you just leave me alone; I promise. Why do I have to justify being upset by the standards of others. There is nothing wrong with not being a happy bunny all the time. Some people were not born with a perky gene. It doesn't mean anything is wrong with them anymore than it validates your happy sunshine coffee in an i.v. line lifestyle. It is not a good morning, it is just morning. I don't have to smile for you. I don't have to say hello. I am certainly under no obligation to be your friend and make nice. Get over yourself. You are not the center of the universe. You are not even the center of my world. I could really care less that the rest of the world worships the ground you wake on and begs to kiss your feet. I do not, and I will not. And trust me, you won't die from lack of my adoration. But you will if you are waiting around for me to feed you with the crumbs of my attention.

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