Life update:

Because really, I just don't have the energy to send emails. car: my car is fully repaired.  but somehow, it just doesn't feel the same.  I now understand why people get rid of cars after they have been wrecked.  it doesn't feel bad, it's just not the same. work: I am ready to throw in the towel on employer #3.  despite all my best efforts, I just cannot fit in a corporate environment.  i am a logical person.  stupidity makes me crazy.  i have to go.  maybe a nonprofit organization would lack the immoral drive to profit i see now.  i love money too, but i see no reason to lie/cheat/steal for it. health: i am literally full of hot air.  to the point that it makes me double over in pain.  so much fun.  plus i have fluid in my ear like i am a 5 yo kid with the sniffles.  and my arm hurts from the flu shot. all in all, good times.